Monday 11.50pm
Dear Diary...
After a year plus2 wearing diz green jade ring, i finally took it off on da last 30th December 2009... It's actually my 25th bday gift fm him... Then i sent it for repair at da place where we bought it but they have to send it to Taiwan juz few days after i took it off... few days back i received a call saying its ready... Only tonite i get da chance 2pick it up at Hock Lee Ctr...
And guess wut... It breaks my heart seeing it after few weeks away fm me... It really does its heartbroken magic. It looks like it was da very 1st time i laid my eyes on it... Da 1st i wore it... And yesss... It bring backs those memories... Owhhh how i wish i can turn back time to da time i 1st met him and stayed there forever...
Now i'm confused... Should i return it 2him...? Or should i juz wear it forever till i found da one...? Or should i wear it till my 27th bday then keep it forever...? I really feel so down tonite... I write diz n3 not bcuz i want comments or wut so ever... i type it bcuz its like a diary 2me... I am so sad 2nite... N i feel like crying...
Ps: To abg... i remembered u told me diz ring is ur life... As long as i'm wearing it, u'll be fine... But how bout me...? U killed me ALIVE...
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Dear Diary...
After a year plus2 wearing diz green jade ring, i finally took it off on da last 30th December 2009... It's actually my 25th bday gift fm him... Then i sent it for repair at da place where we bought it but they have to send it to Taiwan juz few days after i took it off... few days back i received a call saying its ready... Only tonite i get da chance 2pick it up at Hock Lee Ctr...
And guess wut... It breaks my heart seeing it after few weeks away fm me... It really does its heartbroken magic. It looks like it was da very 1st time i laid my eyes on it... Da 1st i wore it... And yesss... It bring backs those memories... Owhhh how i wish i can turn back time to da time i 1st met him and stayed there forever...
Now i'm confused... Should i return it 2him...? Or should i juz wear it forever till i found da one...? Or should i wear it till my 27th bday then keep it forever...? I really feel so down tonite... I write diz n3 not bcuz i want comments or wut so ever... i type it bcuz its like a diary 2me... I am so sad 2nite... N i feel like crying...
Ps: To abg... i remembered u told me diz ring is ur life... As long as i'm wearing it, u'll be fine... But how bout me...? U killed me ALIVE...
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mun ktk simok igt gik better simpan jak kemas2..
mun makei makin sedeh ati.
be strong okkk
thanksss fieza... mlm towk kmk nang mena2 asa downnn...
well there's a strong girl and an emo girl story similar to your case.
the strong girl wants to move on, sho she gave it back to him. keeping the ring means keeping the hope alive and one day will hurt the new love.
the emo girl viewed the ring as a sentimental value, so she keep it.
and soon finds herself stuck in the past and hurt herself more knowing HE moved on.
so there, love is difficult. hang on dear
Joy, i made my mind... i've moved on... n i will keep da ring... it meants a lot 2me... i noe i'm strong... i will make it thru... thanks :)
Mena kata Fieza ya, Asz. Tapi mun kitak rasa lebeh hepi gik makei cincin ya, pakeikan jak.
Take care :)
asz, ktak mok tauks ik?? kamek dah sik pakey agik cincin nok d berik apit dengan kamek and kamek sikda simpan agik cincin ya... kejam kamek kan??? jaik kamek kan??? kamek spatut nya simpan mahupun pakey cincin ya tapi.... *nangis*
soh orang tappok cincin ya..klak dah kitak berbungkar nak, terkejut tak nangga cincin ya..pasya alu suk kitak tringat kes mensea..no heart feeling gik taem yaa..
yerr,pandei kamek tok..huhu..cincin diberik ex mek ria dah bersemadi lam tong uras..hukhuk..
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